Unperfect World

I need to know

2011-10-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder what I'm hoping for,
Feels like I've lost my sense of direction.
Knowing that we're just sitting on the see-saw,
up and down up and down,
not knowing when one is going to stop.
Who says it's going to be an easy ride?
Although time is not on my side,
but I would strive for what's best for all.

I feel that I'm not getting the support and encouragement,
I dont know what I'm good at anymore.
Help me find my way through,
although it's just a little tiny one.

I feel blocked.
Like I can't breathe.
Since that morning, I've been hoping.
But each day I feel like I'm getting weaker and weaker.
My appetite has decrease.
Body getting weaker and sometimes it shakes.

Just don't push me away.
Talk to me.
I don't even know what's going on nor what your thinking.
So please, if you wanna be happy..
just talk it out so that we both know.
For the best of us.

How much?

2011-08-22T00:33:00.000-07:00

How much do I want to do things behind your back?
How much do I want to see you get hurt?
How much do I want to lie?
HOW much?

If only you knew how were things between.
If only you knew that I never meant to hurt you.
If only you knew I only did this because I know your temper and jealousy could kill us both.
If only you knew I never once gave up on you, but to move on just because hurting both you and I are just.. so... PAINFUL!

Last Night

2011-07-24T21:07:00.001-07:00

I pray to God to keep you forever
Sometimes I get the feeling that we were meant for each other
But hate and envy will kill us all
How could we go on if we are still stuck here
I did not plan to watch the person I love or care about get hurt because of all my downfalls and mistakes
Listen here, life isnt just about me.
When I'm under pressure, I run away.
And you would think for us both, its over
Or maybe that's just me
Just like the days and nights where I would just disappear
And get u crazed up. Like a lost man.

Sometimes I couldnt reach to you because of the obstacles that I'm going thru
But somehow I feel your presence is always by my side
Countless times you would try to get closer to my heart and comfort me
And I thank you for giving me that little hope of love to hold on
I used to remember lying beside you, counting the infinite stars in the sky...
Especially after tears has fallen and rolled down my cheeks.

You used to tell me to stop crying because I'll look ugly when I cry
But I know, when I cry, you too cry inside.
Your being strong for me, to show me the courage.
I don't know where else can I find a guy like you.
Trust me.

Obviously

God Given

2011-07-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

God gave us life,
He gave us everything we could possibly have.
But why can't someone with both legs and arms do something?
But ask and beg, sometimes command??
Are we that spoiled that we're born with a Silver spoon???

And yet, i get hit back on my face.
"WHY DID GOD GAVE ME TO YOU"
should i take this statement into consider?
should i tell you that everything has a purpose?
Don't come telling me this when I'm right infront of you.
You wanna put that statement into my mind, please do it in your own space.
Not when Im around.

Because it hurts.
It hurts knowing that your complaining that I'm a gum placed into your hands,
and cant be scraped off.
To you, I seem to be unappreciative to the works you've done for me.
But have you actually took the time to look back and say:
"WOW, SHE REALLY SPEND SO MUCH DOING THIS FOR ME"
"WOW, SHE REALLY SACRIFICE FOR ME"
"WOW, SHE REALLY CARED"
"WOW, SHE GAVE THE MOST FOR ME AND TOOK THE LEAST"
"WOW, JUST BECAUSE OF ME, SHE DID IT"

have you???
Sometimes i just wanna shout back at you when you say those kinds of things.
Everytime i just shut up.... shut my mouth from saying anything that hurts you... and keeps it inside.
But u dont know how dangerous it could be when i burst.
You deserve to know, you felt it before.
Please dont make the same mistakes.
I dont wanna do the same old shit again.

Just keep moving forward~

this is what i have to say

2011-04-26T07:11:00.001-07:00

How come I feel like my heart longs for you?
How come I feel like Im giving in too much?
How come I feel each and everyday, this love grows stronger bit by bit.

How come?
I wonder...

But it hurts me when im just the shadow,
appears when your in danger...
Feeling like the person who wants something from afar,
but couldnt get it...
Would watching you from afar be enough?
Even if I reach my hands out to you,
would you stretch out your arms and hold me?
would you take a glance back at me?

(to be continued...)

Something Special

2011-01-25T16:03:00.000-08:00

These are the little things I do for you,
I hope you treasure them,
The way I treasure you my love.

No Title- No Way

2011-01-17T05:14:00.000-08:00

I couldn't find the words to describe this love anymore.
It seems like its all a night's dream
Where every wonderful and horrible things happen,
even nonsensical events happen in this dream/nightmare.

I wish that you, the one beside me, would be there for me always.
In terms of helping me out, being there for me, sharing and communicating together as one.
Being loyal and faithful, truthful to your words and not breaking any promises.
But things between us don't seem to be like that anymore.
I could only remember the time we started dating, our first date.
14th February 2009

Do you even remember anything now?
Things seem to be clearer to me now,
I understand the way your treating me.

What did i do wrong to deserve this kind of love from you?
All I do is just blame myself for not being perfect for you,
Perfect for your eyes, perfect for your heart, perfect for your mind.
That's why you have the nerves to go for others.

Please don't drag me on this scheme of yours if it's untrue.
Because I dont want you to hurt me no more.
I want to know the truth coming out from your mouth.
If I have to leave loving you, I'll leave because I know that I can't satisfy you.
But if you want me, please then... I'M ASKING YOU,
Just be faithful to me.

Every night I pray hard for us to last a happy life together,
Each time I ask for God's blessing and protection to be upon us.
And that my family would accept who we are, as it is.

I've been giving you full heartedly,
My everything; which I don't think you fully understand what I meant by Everything.
It's too personal that I'm not gonna type it in here.
But I hope that things will be the same like you said that day.

Loving you

2010-12-22T08:33:00.000-08:00

Loving you means something important to me.
This means how much I love you.
Although it has been rough for us lately,
it always turn out to be a happy story in the end.
Yesterday night, you enlighten me up by surprising me with a gift that was laid on the dining table with a lighted candle and the hand-made tissue rose.
It was an unexpected moment for me,
and I just wanna tell you 'Thank You' for going through all this trouble just to make me happy.
And I really appreciate what your doing.
Just pray to God that we'll forever be happy together and that he'll guide us and protect us each and everyday.
I love you so much Pin Hon.
I don't know whether you know what I mean by 'much'.
But it's greater than any love any mother has given, and friend or pass has given.
Greater than infinity and supernova.
It's just alot!
Can't wait for you to come home.
I love you.
Hugs and kisses

trust & forgiving

2010-12-20T17:37:00.000-08:00

It's all about trust and forgiving,
What's there to move on when you don't realize?
But blindly living each day like a fool.
The world is full of bogus when you think back.

No one said its gonna be easy,
You have to stand on your on ground,
And be the one that people look up upon.
Not to say that you have to be of most expected,
But upon your own.

continues~

In Whatever Time We Have

2010-11-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

I don't give a damn for the thunders of fathers
Come hell or high water whatever they do
I could not live in a world without you

In whatever time we have
For as long as we are living
We can face whatever comes
If we face it now as one
I could make on my own
Let me know that I don't have to
No one really wants to be alone
In whatever we time have

If at times we are afraid
With so little to believe in
It's alright to feel afraid
I will hold you in the dark
All we know for sure is this
Though the world could end tomorrow
You and I will be together
In whatever time we have

We know life can be a battlefield
We can face whatever comes
If we face it now as one

But we won't run and we won't yield
You'll be my fortress and I will be your shield
No one really wants to be alone
In whatever time we have

There are time I've been afraid
In a world that's so uncertain
Then I feel your hand in mine
And there's courage in my heart

We could live a hundred years
Or the world could end tomorrow
But we know we'll be together in whatever time

From this day forward nights don't seem so black
From this day forward we will never look back
In whatever time we have
We will make the most of time
And at least we'll be together in whatever time
We have

STUCK

2010-11-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

Not quite a woman,
Not quite a child either,
But I'm stuck somewhere in between.

We look the same, like you or me.
But looks aren't always what they seemed.

Just trapped within,
somewhere deep inside.
Our memories repressed,
from when I was a child.
Awakened this thoughts,
someone you'll find,
a child inside who takes over my mind.

Mother's words becomes a part of us,
it last forever in our minds.
So you'll never know,
what's might said it all.
It could happen anytime.

I'M trap within, deep inside~

My thoughts of You

2010-11-04T07:45:00.000-07:00

When I first laid eyes on him,
I thought this was my chance.
He flashed me up a blinding smile,
and reached out his hands to me.

You know the way we met,
it wont leave my mind.
Dancing across the room every night,
was the happiest thing. To me.

It's like an arrow right through my heart,
It's like a thorn into my soul when his not beside me.

You know when you reach for something,
and then its pulled away.
Or when you know you long for something
but you can't have it today.

Ive heard love find every heart,
and I guess love does come t
Cause the guy who stole my heart,
and inspired me to write this,
Is you. Chin Pin Hon.

And I'm lucky that it's ME.

This song is dedicated to my love one, Chin Pin Hon. Don't want an Ending

2010-11-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

Good to have Nice people around

2010-10-30T21:51:00.001-07:00

Yes we do know that my beloved had to attend Salsa festival for 4 days,
But I had people inviting me over their house to chill...
On Thursday and Friday I was over my mom's place.
And yesterday I was over our neighbour's house.
OOOO.... NICE TIME.
They bought this big bottle of Sake and 5 of us totally finished it.
Oh not to mention, Desmon and Vijin were puffing of CIGARS.
For the first time, in front of me, I see people puffing on those.
Well, they also had thier own bongs for Shisha...
But probable we'll have that next time because Desmond hasnt set the Charcoal..
So yeah... It was fun...
And Vijin just came back from Saudi, Welcome back!!
haha...
Just realise somehow I came back light headed!

Not drunk yea

Gossip Gurls

2010-10-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

Walao!
I know I'm much younger and much more capable.
Not to mention I don't have wrinkles and sags or maybe mustache growing out.
I just don't like people going around telling other people about other people's life;
gossips and lies!

Let me ask you something,
Is it wrong to know someone new?
A new friend?

Well, let me tell you something Gossipers.
The friend I just met,
Is a very nice fellow.
We could relate to each other in a way.
Why?
Same age, or should I say GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE?
You wanna POISON my LIFE, go ahead.
Because that's what you'll do during your free time right?

Scenario 1: (over the phone)
Person 1: Hey, You know I heard from someone that your daughter is stalking X.
Person 2: Is it?
Person 1: Yes la, you think I'm lying to you r? She's stalking X on facebook, msn, etc.
Person 2: Ai ya, nevermind la. New friends ma, they just met ma.
Person 1: Heloo!! You know your daughter, she's good with guys. Don't you think she's stalking X, and flirting with him?
Person 2: Hmmm....
Person 1: Furthermore, X is a romeo and Juliet type. Have you seen X's blog?
Person 2: No, what's it about?
Person 1: X totally blog all about X personal life.
Person 2: owh. K la..

Scenario 2: (at home)
Cousin 1: hey, you go chat with X?
Me: yeah, sometimes... not so often la.. why r?
Person 2 : WHAT? You chat with X r? Better becareful r..
Me: why?
Person 2: cause I heard from person 1 that X is a "romeo juliet" type.
Me: so??? how come r?
Person 2 : have you read X BLOG?
Me: yeah, and i kindda think it relates to me in a way.. like i write poems, or wtv... right Cousin 1? have u read my blog?
Cousin 1: yeah, sometimes...
Person 2: Anyways, wtv it is... just becareful k?
Me: (frustrated and angry) So what? Becareful of what? Nothing also... Just friends only la...

Haihz... okay, these are the scenes of what actually happen... It might not be exactly like what i've mention... but roughly it's something like that!
Just hate Gossipers!!!

A New Leaf

2010-10-29T08:46:00.001-07:00

I just wanna change myself,
I wanna be someone I always wanted to be.
I used to have a goal,
That I promised someone.

When I turn 21, I would start dressing up like a real lady.
Wearing dresses, and have my own make up sets.
Getting all the attention,
But only longing for ONE.

I don't know how I'm gonna strive for that PERFECT 21 years old Daisy,
Feel like starting it now,
But every time I try,
It just doesn't work.
Maybe because I don't shop much,
Maybe I'm not born to be like tat,
But why do I have a longing to do so?

[HD] After School - Because of You MV / 애프터스쿨 - 너 때문에 뮤직비디오

2010-10-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

frustrated

2010-10-28T18:54:00.000-07:00

Good morning World, another good day to live.
I'm trying my best to blog, upload pictures, and do some creative stuff
but it's hard... there's always an error or it takes too long, or i don't know..
I'm getting frustrated,
and I feel like giving up on blogging.

No matter what,
I'll continue to try till I get it done,
and by the mean time,
Do comment what I should blog about.
Thanks

Relationships are tricky!

2010-10-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

I just realized that relationships are tricky.
The strategies we think SHOULD work, don't work!
The strategies we think WON'T work, do work...

Let me tell you what I learn during being in a relationship:
When we chase girlfriends, boyfriends or even dogs, they run away!
Why?
Because we are chasing them!

When we try to trap people in relationships,
they can't wait to escape!
But when we LET GO of them, give them freedom,
they usually come back.
This is 80% true from my experience,
and some of you readers have experienced that 20% of them run away for good when u give them too much freedom.

Even trying to change people is a bad idea!
Why?
Because it doesn't work.
End result = You get frustrated and they hate you, maybe ignore you!

Singapore Movie (damn funny)

2010-10-28T09:34:00.000-07:00

Dear viewers and frens

2010-10-28T07:28:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry i tagged you on facebook about my link... but I will try to update every now and then. will upload our pictures too. so keep coming back for more k?

Something to Share

2010-10-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

Where were you when I said, I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
And where were you when I needed you the most?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
I don't want you to leave me, I need you
Thinking of all the times we shared

I keep thinking that I'm not fine enough for you
That I'm too fat for you
And I keep thinking I'm not wild enough for you
That your embarrass with me
But I don't want and wont waste our time trying to figure out

I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up everything for you
I remember releasing my anger and sadness in the park,
In my diary too
And where were you?
My heart couldn't take no more
I was sad and lonely

I remember when I walked out
I remember when I scream, and hated the stuff you did
Showed that Black face that you hated so much
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you
More and more each day

No one knew all the pain I went through
Giving up something precious we could have
There was nowhere else to go
Nobody else to turn to

All the love I saved deep in my heart for you
Didn't know, where I would go, where I would be with you
It just keeps telling me so,
That your the one
For the rest of my life, I promise myself

I know we're both scared Bi
But you gotta give me everything
Let me be the one who can take you
From all the things you've seen and heard or experienced
And if you trust in me
I can be there for anything you need

Share with me, please I beg you
Give it all to me, bi
Don't run from me, I'll give you every little piece of me
And not leaving out a tiny thing

I trust you, I love you, I want you, I need you
and I don't care what others say about us.

The End Result

2010-10-15T13:51:00.000-07:00

See, as I mention earlier.
The plans I plan for you,
It's just a failure.

You don't even wanna celebrate your birthday with me.
I feel so disappointed when u just blew the candles and not cut the cake.
and your first impression of the cake was, Why the cake so big one?
Can't you be happy about it?

But then you could have fun and celebrate with others,
how unfair is this?
Don't just tell me you went out with your colleagues,
But there were others..
And do u even know why the reason the celebrated with you?
Because you had cancelled my plans,
That they planned something else for you.
Within one attempt, they could celebrate with you,
But for me it has been many attempts...

And it it wasn't for my invitation,
They wouldn't even know today's your birthday,
Unless they view your facebook profile or wtv,
That they mention it's your birthday!

I just feel like,
The girl I'm trying to be for you,
Is not the kindda person I like to be.
I just wanna be the kindda girl for you.
Whom you see in me,
Deep inside me,
That I'm really someone special,
That you really treasure, and not let go.

Why don't I get the chance?
Why do I always feel left-out?
Why do I feel like I'm just being a fool for you?
Why do I feel your embarrass about me?

Am I not good enough?
I feel so insecure.
And yet, I try not to compare us with others.

The Plans

2010-10-15T07:46:00.001-07:00

Although I'm not a perfect person,
I try to do my best for you.
It's because I love you so much that I want to make you happy,
For the rest of your life or for the time I'm with you.

It's not easy to organize everything and plan what's next,
But I try to make it happen,
For a special day like these to come.
And it doesn't happen everyday.
Maybe once or twice a year.

Loving you, I just wanna be with you.
Can't you understand that I just wanna celebrate this special day with you?
Is not like we even celebrate any of our anniversary being together.
I know everyday seems special.
But what about the extraordinary kindda special?
That we go out on a date,
Get that spark lighted up.

I'm not trying to say that staying at home means no Love,
I'm trying to say that we should get out from our comfort zone and have fun.
Get that spark lighted up.

*Argh, stupid blog google thingy, it did not save my previous draft!
Forget it la...

BY2 - 愛上你(KTV版)

2010-10-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

Not the person you think I am

2010-10-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

The title says it all,
Seems like yesterday was just a fairytale,
And today it's like 2020.
Where the world just starts crashing and stops.
Maybe not now, but in me.

The way I see life,
The way I used to remember it,
It's just not the same anymore.
And for you to take it all,
I gave it all.

Gave it all till I was left alone and shattered,
Gave it all till there's no turning back,
Gave it all till there's no tears anymore,
To you it might seem normal,
But to me its something special.

You're just in-human to hurt me like tat,
You know what I feel and get from you?
Freaking Robot!

aHH, i'M JUST CRAPPING....
Like Jabberworkyvere~

heart-broken

2010-08-11T09:37:00.000-07:00

You think everything is alright when things are just crashing down,
You don't even take a look back at me,
Everything's just gonna crash sooner or later if you don't change.

Ive been here for you always, and no matter how hard i try
you always don't appreciate me
and what about me when i needed you the most??
do you care?

and now, as things are on the edge of falling deeply into a black hole,
which there will be no return,
both of us are just going our own separate ways
I don't know how this is gonna be..

At times i just feel so mad tat i just wanna walk away
But I just Love you so much tat i Can't do all of those!
Please.. O just please...

Happy HALLOWEEN!!!

2009-10-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!
Guess what,
I cooked a full meal today!!!
Do i Get a high 5???
(HIGH 5 TO MY BF AND HIS DAD)

OWH MAN... UPDATE MORE~

I wonder why

2009-10-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

So, tell me how much more can a person be hurt?
Are there any limits to it?
It gets you wondering and pondering upon the issue over and over again,
It disturbs you every time your not doing anything,
But when your about to do something,
It distracts you ain't it?

The feeling and emotions you feel are hurtful to your body,
especially your chest;
mainly because your chest is the gate to your heart.
And someone is at the gate banging and trying to reach for it.
But You ain't letting it in~
Yet it comes naturally.

You feel like forgiving and forgetting the issue or the person,
Yet you feel unsettled and not at peace.
But all you can do is curl up on bed and weep till you sleep,
Or you can just make the first move...

Either saying your sorry, or just forgive them..

"A Win-win situation is better than letting SOMEONE DOWN"

~Junnie~

Rice is very important to our lives. Why?

2009-10-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

Because My Lovely Boyfriend is One.
Let me Share it with You.

He is like my rice, my food to sustain me.
To keep me healthy and pump up for the day.
Without you, is like being a fimzy person on the street.
All wobbly and weak.
You give me the energy, to get up from my bed.
You contain some protein, which my body needs to grow and repair itself.
Such as when we get hurt, when we have our ups and downs.
Also the fiber that can help my body get rid of waste products everyday.
Such as all the arguments and disagreements we have, we throw all of them away.
Cause we only want to have and to remember all the sweet stuffs.
You also contain B vitamins, which release the energy from the food we eat and help my body to work properly.
And for that, I love my Written "CHIN PIN HON" rice..

Honey Asked Me to..

2009-10-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

And so im back
Guess why?
Cuz my boyfriend asked me why i stop blogging or something...
And i was like.. Busy la.. this la that la...
And so.. i decided to start blogging again..
This is for you, My love..

This morning as u walked out the house for work,
I started to miss u already,
But then I decided to do most of the chores,
Helping you around the house.
And as i was ironing your white shirt,
I found Rm 50..~
After that, Papa (your dad ) came up and served me super hot Milo with Milk..
errr... Okie la... he made it... =)

I was surprised to that you called me many times today..
But i think you were up to something...
It's because of your car huh?
gUess so..
But i liked it..

Well, I kindda noticed that things are changing these few days
His LOVE for me is growing somehow..
Well, Guess what...
Today i helped him out in teaching the salsa's beginners class and after that we went for MC D'S and got ourselves those Green Glass Cup.. yipee~

(sad we din't take any pic today)

My FIRST SEMESTER break from PLKN

2009-07-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

I'm in Plkn Bintulu, Sarawak
This is my Semester Break,
And i miss my Deary~

I miss Him so much till I kiss baby green lizard goodnight,
And I hold on to the pocket picture Darling gave me.
I'm so blessed to have him as my boyfriend, future partner~husband.
I'M SO SO SO HAPPY
I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!
I can't wait to see Dear Dear again,
Can't wait to be by his side once more.
I love you PIN HON.
Muackx Muackx
XOXO

X-kisses
O-hugs

Get A Freaking Life

2009-06-14T22:46:00.000-07:00

Please don't take it personal, But Seriously.
I'm referring this post to only one person!

I hate the way you are treating me and the people around me,
If you have a problem with him,
Don't go spilling your ALCOFOLIC DRINK on my boy,
and do go telling me negative stuff about him.
You and your frens (whom just met him) don't like him,
then SHUT THE HELL UP,
I LOVE HIM!
Everyone knows your pretending to be Drunk,
Going around and offering your drink to us in the club.
In the end, u did not come for my 18th Birthday Countdown!
3-2-1???
- You are such a disappointment and i feel sorry for you. -
-Wake up and realize that this is a real world, know your emotions.-

DON'T COME BLABBING TO ME ABOUT MY OWN RELATIONSHIP, AND WHO YOU THINK IS RIGHT FOR ME!

E-L-O-P-E

2009-05-19T02:24:00.000-07:00

Guess what,
I've moved out of my house.
Am currently staying in with my boyfriend.
(sigh!!)
It's depressing to stay at home, depressing to be alone..
Depress not being able to be as free as I want..
And so, now it come to a phase of my life where I'm currently living outta my house..
Well, I'll find a job soon..
Hopefully nearby his house
Cuz I dun wan Pin to pay for all my stuff..
And am trying to ask my principle if i could do my studies on a part-time basis...

I've been crying alot, being down, feeling like taking my life away.. but somehow... i just dun see a way to do so..

To my family members, thanks for caring and trying to force me to go back...
but somehow.. i cant.. and i feel so so so sorry for tat
To my sister Yvette, thanks for telling me Mum's condition and hows things going on
To my friends, thanks for being there for me...
and last but not least,
To my beloved Boyfriend, I love you so much and thank you for your kindness you have showed upon me even when I was down and gone.

Squeeky Voice

2009-05-09T08:53:00.001-07:00

We were celebrating my mum's 50th birthday,
and Huor Loong (sis bf) and Pin (my bf) came out with this idea..
But Huor Loong was challenging enough to do it...

This is the most funniest thing I have ever seen!
Watch this video clip about my so called "Brother-in-Law"

P.s - DO NOT TRY THIS!!
THE HELIUM GAS WILL COMBINE WITH UR BLOOD AND CAUSE...
I DUNNO WAT....
ANYWAYS, DUN TRY THIS!

We went Genting Again

2009-05-02T17:18:00.000-07:00

We just came back from our trip to Genting,
see How misty it really gets?

We were sight seeing the temple and that overview the mountains

~Sweeeeet Momentsssss~

This is How much I Love this Family

2009-05-02T16:57:00.000-07:00

I'm not in good terms now,
so don't go pissing my ass off.
I'm gonna leave this house as soon as u know,
because I don't find peace here.
If I'm treating this house like an inn,
then I'll go out and find my own home.
I rather stay out than to stay here,
for I do not need your concern.

Pity who?
I don't know.

You want to be this way,
I'll let u be.
But do not forget,
I'll always do the opposite of what u want me to be.
I don't want to be a GOODIE GURL all my Life.

IT'S MY TURN TO SHINE!
like it or not,
I'M GONNA BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!

If you are reading my blog, I'll bet you'll be mad.
Don't go shouting and yelling your heads off at me,
try realizing them, digest my WORDS!

No one actually knows how i feel deep inside,
No one cares much as i want them to,
No one knows what I'm thinking of.

Maybe it's not you,
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I'm Problematic and Psycho.

But it all ends up to be your child,
Your only second child,
Your Daughter.
.Daisy.

Missing You, my Dearest

2009-04-03T09:42:00.000-07:00

Aww man,
I can't wait to see you again
It feels as though we cant be separated!
Do you feel the same?
Now, I'm counting on the days..
the hours,
the minutes...
Printing our pictures
Missing you...
This is the first time since Valentine tat we have not been seeing each other...
Am I clingy to you?
Am I just too much?
I can't help it..
I Love You
I'm sorry for tearing night and day
~Only longing for your presence~

Shout Out!

2009-04-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

I wanna post this for my Beloved and Dearest Pin,
whom will be going to Vietnam for 4 days and 3 nights...
I'll Miss ya A LOT
&
Hope to see you as soon as you come back!!
So sorry that i couldn't send you to the airport due to my schooling days,
but I'll make it up to you!
~I OWE YOU~
&
~I LOVE YOU~

Being Sick

2009-03-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hmm... am Sick Sick Sick!!!

But Thank God I've been blessed with someone who cares about me so MUCH!!!

Pin took me to the clinic in Danau Desa and spoke to the doctor for me

as u know, im not into clinics and stuff... hahaha... =]

Thankx my Dearest!!!!

Cameron Highlands

2009-03-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

Our day in Cameron Highlands was super duper awesome

We head there at around 9.20, and reached at about 1pm?

First, we stopped at the Rose Farm.

It was an awesome place for lovers..

Because u get an idea of how u wan your wedding flowers to be.

(HAHA)

Then we went to Gunung Berinchang, where we walked for like...

9km or so?

(whoa, i had sun burn from there)

But it was worth it...

We saw some tea plantation, and

We had some snack in the middle of our journey up there...

Under the Big Tree, on the rocks...

As we reached Gunung Berinchang,

we found the strawberry farm and we were super duper happy!

We did some Self Plucking Strawberries.. weigh around 1 kg plus and more?

and it started to rain.. and we got a lift from some nice penang couple.

then we went to get mum her concentrated strawberry drink.

then we head to get some dinner at Restoran Kowloon

(NICE STEAMBOAT!!!)

especially when its raining!!

Then, we headed back to KL!!!

(Pictures and edition will be updated soon)

One of the GReatest!

2009-03-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

I Love Today!

We went to buy my Salsa Shoes..

(oh, i wore my green high heels i bought just yesterday)

and we went walking around Petaling Street, and drank Air Mata Kuching...

and there, we stood, among the crowds.. and his eyes were just on me

~How wonderful tat feeling was~

oh... then we went to Jalan Alor...

FOOD MARATHON!!!

From Beef Noodles to Pan Mee..

During Beef Noodles, there were LIZARDs all around..

During Pan Mee, i felt tat it was the most romantic moment..

He ordered a bowl of Pan Mee, A drink, we sat at the table tat is quite isolated, and we saw 2 stars..

We named the stars Pinny and Junzie!

Then we went to Low Yatt, collecting flyers...

(and my leg hurts!!! stupid heels)

when we were walking back,

He carried me..

OH GOSH!!!

He's the First GUy tat ever PIGGY BACKED ME!!!

Then we went to SRI NEELAS and we had a drink and calculated some stuff =]

After that, we went back to my home and talk and talked and talked...

Till my mum asked him to go back... haha...

It was a real blast having him over... i mean..

yea...

So...

hmm

GOOD STUFF!!!!

My Sunday

2009-03-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

Today, we went DIM SUM in the morning in SS2..

Then we went to STAR CAFE for BACHATANGO practise..

Went back home to pick my lil sis for church

ate some tou fu fah before we left for church

Went to GSC after church and watched Race to Witch Mountain..

hahaha.. quite interesting tho...

and someone dunno how to eat properly...

spill here and there...

hahaha....

IT'S CUTE!!!

1 Month back in Genting

2009-03-13T13:06:00.000-07:00

Hehehe....

It's been 1 month..

We're back in Genting...

Like the first time we had our first date!

We've been watching movie since 11 p.m. something till now... which is... 4 a.m.

muahahaha...

we're having fun up here...

at the apartment...

anyways...

got to go..

Well, this is our tired-smiley faces in the morning!!!

Muhahahaha

MATH 910

2009-03-12T16:04:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh...

UNBELIVEABLE!!!!

I took my math test today,

and i really thought i failed because i saw teacher writing 77%..

but when i receive my test paper back...

I got a SHOCK of my LIFE!!!

Thnx to Hon's tutoring,

I SCORED 92% for my MATH TEST!!!

THANK YOU HON-EY!!
(can i actually say that here??)

Muhahaha...

I got addicted to YOU

2009-03-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

The greatest thing you'll ever know

is just to LOVE, and be LOVED...

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I'VE never seen the sky before

Want to vanish inside YOUR kiss

Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to MY heart

Can YOU hear it sings

Telling ME to give YOU everything

Seasons may change

Winter to spring

But I love you, Until the End of Time

Come What May

I will love YOU, Until MY Dying Day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly MY life doesn't seem such a waste

But OUR world revolves around YOU

And there's no mountain too high

No river too wide

Sing out and this song I'LL be there by YOUR side

Storm clouds may gather

And stars may collide

But I love YOU, Until the End of time

(I love YOU, Until the End of Time)

Come What May

I will Love YOU...

Until MY Dying Day..

Oh Come What May

Come What May

I will LOVE YOU PIN

(I will love YOU)

Suddenly the world seem such a perfect place

Come What May

Come What May
I WILL LOVE YOU PIN UNTIL MY DYING DAY

Ikea

2009-03-12T09:31:00.000-07:00

This was when we were at Ikea lining up for MEATBALLS!!!

(with cranberry and gravy... french fries)

Our favourite....

Btw, look at the eye bags wei... oh gosh...

We haven't been really sleeping well though...

My studies and His work... Plus...

Dancing and exercising...

I meant real exercise...

Keeping Fit wei!!

Anyways, he bought those candle cup holders for...

hmmm..

Who's house again???

(new house?)

Once in a Blue Moon

2009-03-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!

Did you see the moon tonight???

Well, we saw it from my room

and it was a perfect sight...

standing together...

under the bright blue moon..

enjoying it while singing Come What May...

Well, what do u know...?

everyone says something odd or strange will happen during this night...

Today has been 1 month for him to ask me out...

in 2 days time...

its 1 month for us that we have been seeing each other without fail

How amazing???

Although he lives far...

He makes effort to come and see me...

Early in the day or Late in the night...

(He really does sacrifies his time for me)

Pissed!!!

2009-03-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

PLEASE!!!

If u dun wanna get pissed, dun read it!!!

give me a break la!

dun make me mad la!

i had enough of almost one week of injuries,

i even just got scissors cut on my PINKY

and now...

motors trying to crash into me?

and i almost crash into them?

and whats with the GPS system?

if u dun like my driving, dun sit in it!

dun even think about my driving skills!!!

i know your so pro and stuff... but come on la...

GIVE ME A DAMN FKING BREAK!!!

You can nicely go out with your frens without telling me

(eventhough u said ul tell me the whole bloody "I'LL TELL U EVERYTHING" thing...)

OWH WAIT, how did i even know ur going out with ur LITTLE MISSY GURLFREN-SSSS?BOYFREN-SSSSS???

(YEAH- i was just beside u... YOU!!!!)

just leaving me in the car and not asking more of why im like that?

not even saying a THANK YOU?

u practically know that its hard for me to express myself..

and yet?

whoa man.. this is what i get?

PSST.... did u know i even teared???

thnx to you and ur care for me...

I feel so LOVED!!!!

Tired

2009-03-04T06:59:00.000-08:00

I dont understand this,

I dont know if u understand me too.

I know somehow things are just going well.

But i feel sad inside.

How true can this be?

Do u really believe in it?

None of us tasted any tears yet,

But my heart cries,

Why?

In the end,

When im with you

I'll take the chance.

Have i told you

That I Love You!

No one knows us like we do

~Our Feelings~

~Our Love~

~Our Commitment~

My VERY EARLY Birthday Gift

2009-03-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

Muahahahaha

I got an Early Birthday Gift by Hon...

when he passed it to me...

it was seriously.. kindda heavy

and when i opened it,

it was a TISSOT WATCH...

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???

short

2009-02-24T09:31:00.000-08:00

whoa... I just had Math tutor class from Hon

He just left my house...

Im so tired...

feeling like sleeping now...

but .... yeah... hahaha

Real World People

2009-02-23T02:05:00.000-08:00

I don't know why some people are so BITTER!!!

If you people have one ear but not a pair,

Please go get one more!!!

In the end, your just 4 plus 4

(if your smart enough to know what i mean)

My life isnt your life,

As if you anything about the real world!!!

- Dj Jd -

Go get a life you people, Toodless ㋡ -Ashley T.

Do not judge me, for you dont even know me well. - Ebbie W.

Family Dinner?

2009-02-21T07:56:00.000-08:00

Haha.. Guess what..

Today, as i was still in my ballet class

Few minutes before it ends,

I saw a striking Green Shirt!!

and i kind of knew who it was..

IT WAS HON!!!

hE GAVE me a surprise Visit,

Then we went to buy So-yeah-Bean

and walk home...

In the evening, he was invited to my family dinner party

hahaha...

The funny thing was, when he was about to come to my house,

He got into an accident...

Stupid motorcyclist la...

Anyways, when he reached...

I introduced him to everyone and It was really smooth...

He met my parents and relatives...

Oh, we had steamboat...

He really talk and talk with my cousins...

Funny..

So yea.... hahaha.. bEan

INLINE SKATING with HON

2009-02-20T15:41:00.000-08:00

WARNING!!!!

READERS, PLEASE DO NOT GET JEALOUS

SWeEtnEsS oF mY liFE

(GIGGLES)

Hon brought the skates, I brought him to the park

Before that, he actually put on the skates for me

(awwww.. How SwEET)

Well, after so many years not doing it

I felt like a begginer, dunno how to skate

(actually i dint skate well too.. i feel down =])

But that doesnt matter...

It's just the time and fun we spent together...

SO YEAH!!! (bean)

we skated around the park

and it was so COOL!!!

and the exciting part was when ur actually rolling down the pathways and your skates has no brakes...

(Hand-in-hand)

Oh yeah, did i tell u it was his skates... hehehe....

Whoa-ness rite???

i could wear his shoe size???

hehehe....

Then, he did some stupid stunts that almost could hurt himself

(i Dint mean stupid la k???)

and yeah, we skated one round and headed to the car...

wanted to change and run around the park...

But it started drizzling... then Raining...

So we headed to Old Town Cafe...

After returning from the Cafe,

He came over my house...

awww...

that was like the romantic...

we talked about some stuff...

and...

yeah...

SECRECT!!!

Special Day?

2009-02-19T05:49:00.000-08:00

Well, today after his meeting...

He came for a surprise visit...

He said that it would be a short mamak drink kindda thingy...

But ended doing something else..

Went to Mid valley to look for INLINE SKATING SHOES...

Went over his house (with his dad there and the poodles again)

Watched SOUTHPARK!!!

MY GOODNESS!!!

- it is not recommended for young kids la..-

it will seriously pollute their mind!!!

Im Cured!!!

2009-02-18T06:51:00.000-08:00

Am cured la

Am happily smilling away..

Hon just came and took me to 7-11 to buy

Cough Medicine (Breacol)

!!!WHOA!!!

I mean, he stays far... but yet.. he came...

(bet he was speeding, just to see me...)

Thanks Hon, i appreciated wat u've done for me..

(GIGGLES)

- AND SOMETHING WAS THE FIRST FOR US -

My day

2009-02-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

Owh Man... Im like so sick...

Have not been feeling well...

Couldnt concentrate on my studies...

Feel like vomiting...

Feel like fainting...

Feeling nausea...

Feeling hard to breathe...

Hon!!! Where's my Cap Ibu Dan Anak???

My Dearest Horny Hon

2009-02-14T10:41:00.000-08:00

Haha sorry about the title yea?

Lets talk about today..

Its VALENTINE, you took me to a Sally Yeh CONCERT & it was Fantastic!!

(even i do not understand a single word she said-cantonese)

You came early to my house and you brought a bouquet of flower and a box that filled me with excitement and curiosity.

I rushed to get my stuff to flee with you to Genting.

On the way, i opened the box with joy and we talked in the car for the whole journey.

When we reached Genting, it was FREEZING COLD!!!

oh, did i mention that your driving was Crazee???

WRECKLESS DRIVER!!! (lucky am safe, jk la...)

And we went to the concert 45 mins late, but it was worth it!!!

We were tickling each other inside there and shouting because it was really loud.

After the concert, we had dinner (Burger King- where he misplaced his PHONE)..

Pin actually wanted to take me to Coffee Bean, but sadly...

they did not serve food... =[

We also had COTTON CANDY & we played that SHOOTING GUN GAME!!!

(unfortunately he was better than me)

then we kindda you know... when we were walking.. oh.. but i do that almost every MONDAY!!

hehehe.. some-stuff happened!!!

something happened in the car before i went home!!!

SECRET!!!

Joshua C.

2009-02-14T10:30:00.000-08:00

Hey Joshua, i really had a Fun time today.. Especially you giving me 14 roses and Famous Amos stuff with Ferrero Chocolate.. and the Time we went audio visual.. Happy First Valentine to you!!!

Lim Yong Len

2009-02-14T10:23:00.000-08:00

Hey Yong Len, thanks for your VALENTINE GIFT!!! =]
I really apprciated you taking your effort to make that Yellow paper for me and shouting "HAPPY VALENTINE JUN!!!"

HUGS-THE WONDER DRUG

2009-02-14T10:19:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wonder how effective hugs are? You rarely give a hug that is not appreciated, or receive one that does not make your day a little brighter. Can you think of any medication that has such pleasant side effects? Hugs are good for you. They're not fattening and they contain no preservatives, artificial sweeteners, or other chemical additives. Hugs are cholestrol free and contain 100% of the recommended daily allowance of hope and happiness. They are a completely renewable source of enerygy and are available without prescription. They are particularly effective in treating everyday problems such as STRESS, WORRY, ANGER, FRUSTRATION, SADNESS OR SORROW, and eve on occasional NIGHTMARES. The best thing about hugs is that you can use them without special training or prior experience. But a word of caution for those trying it for the first time: YOU SHOULD NEVER WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW TO HUG SOMEONE WHO NEEDS IT TODAY!!! Once you realize how good it feels, you will want to do it all over again. CAUTION: HUGS ARE EXTREMELY ADDICTIVE!

ANGRY!!!!

2008-08-18T12:33:00.001-07:00

YOU know wat really ticks me off?

U ppl out there have no rights to f************* so just f******* off k?

argh.... u dont deserve to be like this.. wth?

argh

releasing my anger i tell u... stupid NON-P DRIVERS too!!!!!!

never use signal light!!!

argh

and u know wats best???? is that

YOU

HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!

MY GOSH!!!

DAMN!!!!

PLZ PRAY

2008-08-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

Im just gonna express wat i feel this pass few days
Im in no good mood

ARGH!!!... i can't take it anymore
My life is seriously upside down...
I've to go for surgery soon,
LATEST BY THIS MONTH!!!
The doctors say they'r gonna put me on anesthetic for 2 days...
then they are gonna pull my 4 teeth out and on the side that i have infection,
they are gonna CUT the bone and then take out that THING!!!

PLZ PRAY FOR ME AND HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT...

Read This

2008-07-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + Smart woman = ROMANCE

Smart man + Dumb woman = AFFAIR
Dumb man + Smart woman = MARRIAGE
Dumb man + Dumb woman = PREGNANCY

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Poetry for "SoMe One"

2008-07-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

Boobie...

Booibier...

I see a stripe,

For I can see what lies inside,

There I see the Laughter's and Tears...

She gave the looks and oh my...

what a pleasant look,

He did not cry with her but sorrowful did she seem to be,

He had his laugh but one day he'll feel the same way

as she does...

SUCH A BASTARD!!!!

Why is he laughing when she's in tear?

Why does it seems that she is perfectly soft?

Why does it seems like nothing is her fault?

He tears, her misery, her face turned red, so did her nose...

They are all BOGUS!!!

Celebrating my Love

2008-07-15T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day between someone i love,

We had our ups and downs,

But no matter what,

We solve it together...

Everyday we seem to know each other deeper,

Sometimes there are disagreements,

There are no secrets tied between us,

and the fun part about being together is that

~WE LOVE EACH OTHER~

So i want to dedicate this little speech of mine to the ONE i LOVE

Joshua Chung Weng Choong

SICK

2008-06-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

Im superb sensitive la WEI!!!

My Whole Body is Aching,

I Miss my BOO!!!

I Can't get my Words right...

WHAT IS HAPPENING???

My Jaws Hurts,

My Neck Hurts,

My Back Hurts,

My Shoulder Hurts,

My Glands!!!

Everything seems to be messed up!!!

~I'm Back~

2008-06-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers,

I'm so back, but soon i'l be gone AGAIN!!

Just need to update SOME of the things to destress (I guess), as u can see my life is pretty...

*Chaotic*

First- I've been to my church camp (DIVE IN)

Second- I've been going OUT

Third- I've to prepare the games for my school camp

Fourth- I've band practise for school camp

Fifth- I've been so busy that I've been sick for more than a week!!!

I haven't been doing any LifePac's lately too!!!
Been planning on things for the camp... haihz...

TAKE CARE YA'LL... gonna post another blog again... dun wanna crash!!!

F-U-C-K

2008-05-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

THIS IS OUR PUPPY, BORN ONE MONTH AGO...

ISN'T IT CUTE?? IT STILL DOESNT HAVE A NAME.. WELL..

HEY SIS, WAT UP???

THE GREY PUPPY IS ONE OF ITS SIBLINGS.. COOL HEH?

HEY BRO, LETS CANDID.. ~WHEE~

*AWW, DUN GIVE ME TAT LOOKS* Something TRAGIC happen this morning, u might not know when they will be around or not.. HE WAS STILL ALIVE WHEN I left the house, about half an hour I FOUND HIM DEAD INFRONT OF MY HOUSE!!

AND THIS IS ALL I COULD SAY..

"F" u insane driver!!!

DEAR PUPPY, U WERE OUR FAVOURITE PUPPY.. U WERE ALWAYS HYPER AND ACTIVE ALL THE TIME.. U MADE OUR LIFE WORTH SOMETHING.. BUT AFTER THIS, I DUN THINK ITS WORTH FOR U DYING AND LYING HERE.. IT SHOULD BE THOSE (*&^%$@#%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%@^&$%^&&$#@) PEOPLE!!!

Red Indian & Fire

2008-04-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

sigh... too bored today...

had to do something..

and i did... i drew a couple of things... haha....

check it out

Y.Y.Y'S sweet 16th Birthday

2008-04-27T00:23:00.000-07:00

Today is Mummy Yoon Yi's Sweet 16th Birthday!!

~Wh3E~

CHECK THIS OUT, SHE WAS SURPRISED BY US!!!

and see how long was the table at Rabbit's Cafe??

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOG WEI!!

Please do your part!!

2008-04-26T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hey readers,

after seeing my blog...

do u mind helping me to vote 2 questions at the very end of this page???

thnx..

it meant alot to me..

6 DAYS LEFT PPL!!

2008-04-25T08:32:00.001-07:00

This is wat the gurls did in school today!!

Dint know tat our hoods are Super-Cool!!

~whee~

{Ashley & Jun}

~Ballet Exams~

2008-04-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

RAD BALLET EXAMS

17 / 04 /2008

CHARACTER POSE

Lea Yee, Tania, Aurea, Jun (Daisy)

3 of Us has been in the same group almost every YEAR!! HOW COOL??

OUR FINAL POSE

~Character Dance~

~ Whisper of Love ~

2008-04-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

Lover of My Life,

I'm here waiting for you to find my soul.

No matter how we grow up to be like, I still Love you.

The way you melt my HEART with your Romance,

It makes me fly up like "A Devil Tasted Chocolate."

My heart longs for us to be together till we are in HEAVEN.

My love for you is deeper than the oceans's depth,

No money can buy the Love we share.

YOU are LOVELY,

and YOUR LOVABLE ways,

makes me LOVE YOU MORE..."

~JUNNIE~

Once I Was A Daisy Flower

2008-04-03T06:40:00.000-07:00

Once I was a Diasy Flower,
But now I'm just a stem.
I din't like my petals
So I did away with them.

I thought my colors ugly,
So i threw them all away.
Wanted white, red, and purple.
Din't like my shades of gray.

To look like other flowers was all I really wanted,
Like all the other roses who were never teased and taunted.
Like the child who's picked last for elementary school athletics,
I thought that I was worthless and I blamed it on genetics.

I wanted to be chosen for a beautiful bouquet,
But I knew no one would want me for my ugly color gray.
So I tore my petals out and I threw them to the ground,
With the wind they blew away and were never to be found

Now I stand here with all my petals gone for good,
And I wish that long ago I would have only understood
That looks can be deceiving and that grey is not so bad.
Now I know that I possessed more than I thought I had.

~ JUNNIE ~

~Field Trip to Putrajaya~

2008-03-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

~ Sista's 4 eVer ~

~ Whatz Up ~

~ Junnie ~

Nicole mei - Junnie Jie - Abigail mei

~ Adriel & Junnie ~

~ Smiley Yo ~

~ Huggies, Hawding, Hello ~

~ Fascinated eh??? ~

~ Ashley mei & Junnie Jie ~

~ Gorgeous Beulah & Junnie ~

~ Junnie, with spects?? ~

~ Banana-Bie & Junnie Jun ~
with spects

~ Thong Thong & Jun Jun ~

with spects

~ Midst of the Water Sprinkler~

~ THUNDER, Strike ME!! ~

~ Sometimes ~

2008-03-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes its hard to love,
Sometimes its hard to let go,
Sometimes its hard to comprehend,
Sometimes its hard to recover,
Sometimes its hard to find,
Sometimes its hard to treasure,
Sometimes its hard to listen,
Sometimes its hard to voice out,
Sometimes its hard to express,
Sometimes its hard to pretend,
Sometimes its hard to make believe,
Sometimes its hard to think,
Sometimes its hard to achieve,
Sometimes its hard to realize,
Sometimes its hard to breath,
Sometimes its hard to shut,
Sometimes its hard to live,
Sometimes its hard to lie,
Sometimes its hard to mend,
Sometimes its hard to choose...

WHY is it HARD???
Is it That HARD???
- Junnie
Life will not be that HARD with GOOD FRIENDS helping you.
Life isn't always a bed of roses. =)
- Ebbie d'Genius

Life is like a cup of water half full... If your life is that bad, look across the world.
The problem is not life, but the way you view it.
If you can READ this BLOG, your LIFE is a HELL-lot better than those people on a deaf robe.

- Gorgeous Beulah

~ I'm on a GUY HUNT ~

2008-03-24T05:13:00.000-07:00

# A Christian who Fear God
# Must Love Me
# Romantic
# Full of Surprises
# Talented
# Patient
# Smart
# Faithful & Loyal
# Fun & Outgoing
# Responsible
# ( will add some more later on)

The True Meaning of LOVE

2008-03-22T18:03:00.000-07:00

Love doesn't mean that you will never feel pain or live a life free from care.

It doesn't mean that you will never be hurt or that your life will never be hurt or that your life will be perfect,

with every moment consumed by happiness.

Love does mean that you will always have a companion,

someone to help you through the difficult times and rejoice with you in your times of celebration.

Love does mean that each arguement is followed by a time of forgiveness,

and each time of sorrow is far outweighed by all the tender moments spent in each other's arms.

Love is the miracle that can take two lives and mold them into one,

take two souls and bind them for life,

take two hearts and fill them with enough passion and tenderness to last a lifetime.

Love is a blessing that will lead you down life's most beautiful path.

WISHING

2008-03-22T13:48:00.000-07:00

ONCE in a lifetime,

you find someone.

who touches not only your heart, but also your soul.

ONCE in a lifetime,

you discover someone

who stands beside you, not over you.

You find someone

who loves you for who you are,

and not for who you could be.

ONCE in your lifetime,

if you're lucky,

you find someone...

2 the J's

2008-03-22T13:29:00.000-07:00

I had a huge crush on you right from the start...

and i have fallen in love with you more everyday...

I love your laughing eyes and the way your sensitive spirit shines through...

When I'm with you, everything is more magical to me...

I cherish our talks, our hugs, our walks, and the way my hand fits so nicely into yours...

You're really something wonderful, and I want you to know ...

that you make me feel loved, happy and filled with very special feelings...

Nothing has been the same since you came into my life...

but then how could it be...

since you broke my heart into pieces of sadness and sorrow...

I STILL LOVE YOU

My Love

2008-03-22T12:54:00.000-07:00

I always wanted someone special in my life.

I wanted someone who cared about me and understood my feelings;

someone who would listen to my worries and try to help me ease my way through them.

I wanted someone who would be patient with me when I needed a little more time and tolerance;

someone who din't expect or demand that I try to be someone I'm not,

and who wouldn't try to manipulate me into thier idea of a perfect mate.

I wanted someone who knew how to give-not just on special occasions or when it's easy or convenient,

but everyday-whenever there was a moment that we could share.

I wanted someone who would make time for me regardless of busy and hectic schedules;

I wanted to know that i mattered and that I was more impotant than a business deal.

I wanted someone in my life who knew what love and loving mean and who allowed themselves every opportunity to enjoy those wonderful feelings.

I wanted someone who had hopes and dreams about happiness and the future, just as I did.

As you probably know by now...

you are the person who fits all my ideals.

When it comes to the special someone in my life,

you are all I ever wanted.

(And still waiting for HIM to come)

Daddie's birthday

2008-03-22T10:15:00.000-07:00

Happy b'day to u,
Happy b'day to u,
Happy b'day to papa,
Happy birthday to u!!

Dad, we wish u a happy b'day and may God bless u..
Love ya dad!!